Sorry Bendan...
I broke my 2 years of promise juz becoz i juz can't stand them liao
moreover ni mei you ba wo fang zai yan li...
But somemore i reali regret that la
lucky wo mei you hen xia xin if not jiu bu kan se xiang le...
I power le... han yu ping yin lea
dun wanna make it so obvious mar...
I reali hope that at time please think of me
i'm the one who gonna pei ni dao lao de leh
Juz wanna let u noe that I reali Love you...
Wo zhen de hen ai ni...
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Wow reali long nv update le hor...
kinda lazy lea...
actually this few days/weeks alot of things happen man
I get hocked with the machine basketball man
especially the one at downtown east at E Hub de
it's reali fun lor but oso berry tiring de la...
Muz go try it lor...
Yesterday after work went watch 4bia with bendan at TM
not a bad show
finally got a movie tat make me scream le
the show got 4 parts
the first is super doper quiet and berry scary
the second 1 is still okay onli ba ermz can say er xin de lor
the third 1 is the most funny yet scary de
the fourth 1 ar...juz go and watch it
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Me and bendan and his family planning to go taiwan this coming dec
reali can't wait to take plane and stay over board
now gonna save up liao each person 1.5 lea
juz roughly amount gonna give bendan's parents de lor
for 3 meals over there and accomdation and air tickets
oh they taking SQ flight lor haiz
not include own spending over there de lor
gonna save up liao...
Actually i'm berry excited de lor
can't wait for Dec to come lor

Bendan and me juz pass our 35th months anniversary...
Sweetly celebrated together..
Actually we berry long nv celebrate anniversary together liao even before he went Australia...
We had our dinner at pizza hut but i didn't get to eat my favourite drumlets.
All thanks to the manager who didn't hear that i order the hut platter..
After eating half of pizza den my bendan ask one of the stuff how come the hut platter haven't been serve, in the end we was told we didn't order that since we already almost finish with our pizza so we didn't bother to order again.
Manager somemore...
Smilez...
still i'm still enjoy myself with my time with my bendan
maybe becoz for the next few days we not gonna meet up le mar,
I wanna treasure every weekend and mondays, my times with him...

Yesterday,feel so lonely.
.maybe becoz the whole day he only msg me not even 5 times lor.
Berry sad lor den becoz of that i throw temper liao lor..
I already try berry hard to overcome le...
Maybe it's juz a start,will try harder de...
Sorry bendan about yesterday make you worry and guilty...
Dun worry I'm okay tml maybe can meet up le mar...

Tonight gonna go Shangri-La (The-Line) eat seafood buffet..
Wow rite...
nv go there before even the hotel itself...
will update even more after i go there..
Oh..it's company anniversary dinner,can't wait for tonight lor..
This whole week everybody all talking about tonight
could be same as mi all too excited le..
Dun worry Bendan, i will take more picture and let u eat de..
Wahaha
Am I berry bad...
Hee...

Last night went eat steamboat with Wangling and Shaun at Bugis. Thank for treating me, i reali enjoy myself with the food.We had the hot and spicy and da gu tang as our soup base. The food there was good and the owner is berry generous, service still okay.. Find one day gonna bring my bendan to eat that, wanna see his lip numb haha...

I received my UOB debit card le. Finally can watch movies at Cathay during weekend for $8.00 le somemore got free popcorn. This debit card oso got rebate de lor,I berry excited over it lor but gonna go open a new saving account to save up le though i already sign a saving plan le mar. No harm saving more money mar coz i wanna buy my own Home sweet Home. Can i make it in 5 years? Bendan, we gonna work harder for our future le.. Humpz*

My ex-company(Jaz) called me at work this morning. Finally they get to noe i'm working here le, at least i dun need to hide or scare see them over here den dunno how to ans them, anyway i oso dun have to ans them de mar. But I'm reali puzzled lor, how they get to noe i'm working here. At least i can see my path ahead over here den there mar, if they means well for me den they wun blame me de ba.Who cares so much..

Can't wait for 6.30pm lor...Today somehow no mood to work lea maybe coz 1day didn't see my bendan liao later can see him lor... Die le la... next week onward, Bendan start school liao cannot meet up on weekdays le * Kanna order by his Daddy so muz listen de*

Reach work quite early today so can come online blogging awhile. Nothing much happening so far this week. First week of 22nd years old kinda normal lea. Maybe I already had a wonderful weekend last week le ba. I wanna change myself to a beta person ( I noe I'm already was...wahaha) I mean I wanna change my hot temper especially toward my Bendan. Somehow, I reali happy with my everything right now, or maybe so far ba, or maybe I juz dun wanna tink so much liao. I juz dun wanna care much.. All I can have my bendan by side and I'm happie with it le.

Last night slp over at his house again so morning went to eat breakfast with him. I woke up first wanna go wash up but his brother still bathing so stood outside wait for him. Meanwhile, chit chat with his daddy, reali quite a long time never reali talk to him le. The feeling was so great..He told me not to meet up with Bendan so often especially once he started school gonna let him concentrate on his studies. Which mean, Bendan, we cannot meet on weekdays okay onli weekend. Your daddy say so too hee... Oh my bendan gonna started school next week le maybe that's y we been meeting up almost everyday this week. Only for today cannot meet cause meeting up Wangling and Shaun for dinner. Gonna miss him liao...